i shall jus break it up..it gonna be a long entry..so do mind..
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then on 13 Nov, had our full dress rehearsal for AUTS show..
while waiting for the rest, i dressed up as a geek..cute..
tanx to fadzlee's suspender and geek specs..
i had to wear orange corset inside and it was like XL and my boobs looked fake..hate it..
i shall post the pics..still waiting for the pics from raihanah..
during the rehearsal, my heels got stuck at the forum..hehe..
but it was good tat i didnt forget any steps..
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ouh happening day babe..
actually i planned to be very early, before 2 to reached the studio..but then i thought tat i might be lonely..
came a bit late at 2 plus, i wore dress on tat day, pinky2 yana..hehe..
was shocked to see fadzlee at CEMTA ferst..making my way in, he looked at me in a weird way..(was wondering wat was going through his mind at tat moment)..he looked shocked and was like asking me, is the yana he know..i donch quite know wat it meant..hehe..
then the rest of the time, get ready, put on make up and everything, happy tat i wont be wearing orange corset..
wearing black lar seh..hehe..
we had to dress up real fast..we were kind of late as most of our time during the final rehearsal was wasted as we had to keep on waiting jus like yesterday..
had a rush make up..had sisik hair, how i hate it cos gonna have a hard time washing it..
then we were late as the show is starting..then me, fadzlee and izza make our way down quickly..
while at the escalator, i fell down/slide down i can say, as i slipped down 3 steps..
i had bruises on my arm and legs..
i was like laughing when i felled, but fadzlee was feeling real worried for me..
tats me when anyone fell even me, i wld laugh ferst..hehe..sorry to izza for so called kicking her down the escalator too..
tat was the paiseh moment ever,,to fall down escalator, wif a guy somemore..hehe..
then the show started..i was gila2 on tat day, i jus missed those time during campfire..
getting very nervous, then it was our turn..how cute..happy tat everything went out well. just tat my legs were difficult to move ard while dancing..
very happy tat it was finally over..hehe..but i will miss those moments..
A JOB WELL DONE TO ALL CEMTA PPL WHO ARE INVOLVE IN AUTS!!
hip2, hooray!!
hehe..had photo sessions after it...took pics together wif us malay dancers, my beloved frens, mariam,firah and diah, and afan..
i shall update all those pics once i got it from raihanah..
we had a heavy supper at simpang bedok...
then my dad fetched me, and i asked fadzlee along, since he stayed near my house too..(dekat ke,hehe)he was like damn nervous inside..didnt even talked except for telling the way home..hehe..
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the next day, went for a show at RP..it is ARTISTIC TAPESTRY..got hyrul anuar lar seh..hehe..
was damn gila2 on tat day, shouted like hell..until rendi and fadzlee was so called ashamed of me..it was also gd tat raihanah was gila like me too...
after the show, decided to take pics..
wanted to call my dad but ppl were like using rendi hp at tat moment..
waited for fadzlee to text his mum using ren's hp, gave a kiss to him and then my dad called ren's hp..
he was saying tat i lied to him..
the day ended bad when my parents caught me kissing fadzlee on his cheek..
he was damn angry wif me..
upon reaching home, straight away went to slp..
tanx rendi for ur hp..
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today went to HENDERSON WAVE..had lots of fun time taking pics..
this day, my dad confronted me telling me not to do those stuff like yest again and not to take advantage of the freedom that they gave me.. my mum was like accusing me of having a bf..
hate it lots..

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today i received 2 confessions from khai and akid..
i received a note from khai..he told me the truth bout his feelings..
he said tat before he waited for me for 8 mths, he guessed now, he's gonna have to wait for me a lil longer..
i cried when i read his note..it was touchy..
he now treats me as his bestfren and really hopes tat we cld be 2gether one day...