Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 13:01

yana syg fadzlee <3

hey love, im sorry for everything.
i guess i was not perfect for you.i didnt always wanted my life to be this complicated.
i know u are jealous and i hate it when i make you cry.
u like to keep tat matter away from me but u jus can't lie to me.
But im thankful to u for being able to understand me.c u later hunney!
Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 15:38

I SHALL NOT BE A GEEK.
'COS FIRAH TOLD ME TAT MOST NERDS AND GEEKS ARE HORNY.
SCARY,I SHALL NOT BE ONE ANYMORE.
WANTED TO UPLOAD PICS BUT FORGET THAT THUMBDRIVE IS WIF HAMSTERLEE.
MISS HIM ALREADY!
KANGEN BANGET SIIH.
SYG BANGET SAMA KAMU.
AUTS Rehearsal Pics, 13 Nov 2008
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tanx to raihanah for all the pics aite!!
btw, gonna miz all dancers..
no dance prac till 15 Dec..
gonna miz malay dance lots2..
shall concentrate on my studies now..hehe..cute..
missing hamster now..
shall post AUTS and RP pics..
coming soon..























Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 21:49

lots of stuff have been happening to me for the last wk..
i shall jus break it up..it gonna be a long entry..so do mind..
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then on 13 Nov, had our full dress rehearsal for AUTS show..
while waiting for the rest, i dressed up as a geek..cute..
tanx to fadzlee's suspender and geek specs..
i had to wear orange corset inside and it was like XL and my boobs looked fake..hate it..
i shall post the pics..still waiting for the pics from raihanah..
during the rehearsal, my heels got stuck at the forum..hehe..
but it was good tat i didnt forget any steps..

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ouh happening day babe..
actually i planned to be very early, before 2 to reached the studio..but then i thought tat i might be lonely..
came a bit late at 2 plus, i wore dress on tat day, pinky2 yana..hehe..
was shocked to see fadzlee at CEMTA ferst..making my way in, he looked at me in a weird way..(was wondering wat was going through his mind at tat moment)..he looked shocked and was like asking me, is the yana he know..i donch quite know wat it meant..hehe..
then the rest of the time, get ready, put on make up and everything, happy tat i wont be wearing orange corset..
wearing black lar seh..hehe..
we had to dress up real fast..we were kind of late as most of our time during the final rehearsal was wasted as we had to keep on waiting jus like yesterday..
had a rush make up..had sisik hair, how i hate it cos gonna have a hard time washing it..
then we were late as the show is starting..then me, fadzlee and izza make our way down quickly..
while at the escalator, i fell down/slide down i can say, as i slipped down 3 steps..
i had bruises on my arm and legs..
i was like laughing when i felled, but fadzlee was feeling real worried for me..
tats me when anyone fell even me, i wld laugh ferst..hehe..sorry to izza for so called kicking her down the escalator too..
tat was the paiseh moment ever,,to fall down escalator, wif a guy somemore..hehe..
then the show started..i was gila2 on tat day, i jus missed those time during campfire..
getting very nervous, then it was our turn..how cute..happy tat everything went out well. just tat my legs were difficult to move ard while dancing..
very happy tat it was finally over..hehe..but i will miss those moments..
A JOB WELL DONE TO ALL CEMTA PPL WHO ARE INVOLVE IN AUTS!!
hip2, hooray!!
hehe..had photo sessions after it...took pics together wif us malay dancers, my beloved frens, mariam,firah and diah, and afan..
i shall update all those pics once i got it from raihanah..
we had a heavy supper at simpang bedok...
then my dad fetched me, and i asked fadzlee along, since he stayed near my house too..(dekat ke,hehe)he was like damn nervous inside..didnt even talked except for telling the way home..hehe..

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the next day, went for a show at RP..it is ARTISTIC TAPESTRY..got hyrul anuar lar seh..hehe..
was damn gila2 on tat day, shouted like hell..until rendi and fadzlee was so called ashamed of me..it was also gd tat raihanah was gila like me too...
after the show, decided to take pics..
wanted to call my dad but ppl were like using rendi hp at tat moment..
waited for fadzlee to text his mum using ren's hp, gave a kiss to him and then my dad called ren's hp..
he was saying tat i lied to him..
the day ended bad when my parents caught me kissing fadzlee on his cheek..
he was damn angry wif me..
upon reaching home, straight away went to slp..
tanx rendi for ur hp..


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today went to HENDERSON WAVE..had lots of fun time taking pics..
this day, my dad confronted me telling me not to do those stuff like yest again and not to take advantage of the freedom that they gave me.. my mum was like accusing me of having a bf..
hate it lots..

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today i received 2 confessions from khai and akid..
i received a note from khai..he told me the truth bout his feelings..
he said tat before he waited for me for 8 mths, he guessed now, he's gonna have to wait for me a lil longer..
i cried when i read his note..it was touchy..
he now treats me as his bestfren and really hopes tat we cld be 2gether one day...
akid text me bout how he really wans me back and he promise to change..but its difficult for me to have him back..but he's asking me for a second chance..im confused now..i don wanna hurt anyone..
but now, the truth is i love fadzlee..can i do sumting so tat i won't lose both guys as my fren..


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Saturday, November 8, 2008 @ 23:30




as promise i have been tagged by shikin, and i gonna ans tat qns..


1. Do you have secrets??

~ yes of course i do, lots n lots of them


2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you??

~ nope, never..i prefer matured guys..


3. Do you enjoy going to school??

~ of course, i have always loved skl.at least i won't be stucked at home, getting fat..hehe..


4. What would you do with a billion dollar??

~ shopping!!, go haji.hav make-over,save the rest for my honeymoon and marriage..hehe


5. Would you fall in love with ur best friend??

~mayb i guess, hehe..but mcm funny gitu..hehe


6. Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone??

~ of course being loved by someone..i like!!


7. List out your favourite 5 song??

1. Lucky

2.This is Me

3. 7 Things

4. Can I have this dance

5. Final Goodbye


8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do??

~i will cry at night, thinking bout him and mayb he's better off w/o me..i shld be happy to c him happy, even though it hurts inside..haiz..


9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy??

~ today!! i get to spend the whole day shopping wif my loved ones, hamster <3,nana,atikah,fat2,atin,izza,iman..


10. What makes you angry??

~ my sucking life..


11. How would you see yourself in 10 yrs time??

~at 27, i wld be working, brtunang dgn seseorang agaknye..hehe..


12. Who is currently the most important people to you??

~ hamster <3,>

13. What is the most important thing in life right now??

~ to solve my prob wif akid, graduate and hav a gd working life..


14. How many kids u want??

~ 2, easy family hols package..


15. What is your fav colour??

~ black, hot pink, white, red!!


16. Would you giv all in a relationship??

~ not yet i guess, im still phobia of it..


17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, who would you pick??

~ the guy who wld b very worried bout me if i never contact him for a day..


18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done???

~ i will try but its very difficult, i never wanted to have enemy in my life..


19. What do you want to tell the someone u like??

~ hey, i love you..k dh itu je..


everyday, i spent my day with you, i felt real close to you.

spending those times with you, makes me love you more.

but im sorry if i was not tat perfect for you..

you will know it 1 day..

i love you,hamster <3..



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