yesterday, had raya open house.as usual, cooked nasi briyani, dalca n ayam masak merah..wake up early, help ibu cook..tis time round we cooked the dishes first then the rice. .cooking the rice was my pro.we take out the nice rice, then the bottom part(which got a little bit burned) ate it on a big plate together wif mum, siblings.super hungry, never ate breakfast.
then when everything was ready, sis frens came first.they went karaoke-ing as that were their pros.i then inform B that he could come if he want to cos i noe he really wants.then my NTUC colleagues, YONG and YAZID decided to come wif their frens. thus, i waited for them.ouhya, yeterday was SUPER hot.no wind, only sunlight..haiyo..pespiring man..
thus B came with his simei's frens and i didn't noe tat sis bf came together wif them.i don noe y i was unable to entertain B and his frens.suddenly, i got nervous, and i was pespiring more.mostly, sis did the job..some of them were eating out pespiring like hell, pity them lots..they quickly ate and went back in.switch on the fan at maximum speed, but just couldn't feel the wind.then i decided to invite them for karaoke.hafiz and 1 guy sang.ferst time i heard hafiz sang hehe..ouhya then my sis was calling him gemuks.mane taknye,malu2 nk nyanyi.after then, they went off.
as they leave,yong ,yazid and his frens arrived.i really do miss them, especially yong.they were my frens whom i talked to at work.as usual, i entertained them.i don noe why i was able to.invited them to eat.they had choc fondue wif marshmallow.then invited them to karaoke.yazid's gerl and 1 of his fren sang MY HEART.they took turn singing as mum's colleague, a guy also wanted to sing.he sang mariah carey songs.then yazid gerl said tat yong like to sing bila cinta didusta the single version, but there's only the duet one.so he still sang.gave the mike to him and yazid gerl.he then asked me to sing wif him.seriously it has been super long since i sing which was like since sec 1.malu seh.had to sat away from him cos the mike makes prob.tat was the ferst time ever i sang wif a guy, a guy whom i hav a crush on.sweet, i like.unknowingly, his frens record us singing.paise lar seh.i didnt sing tat well.
then they were off.more of my mums colleagues came.then ard 11 night, had to close 'shop'.helped to clean up.
text to yong saying if i sang tat ugly.
there have been plenty of weird convo betw me and yong(which i never realise wat he was trying to hint)..
YANA: nanti yazid kurangajar ngn aku.
YONG:dier kurangajar, aku protect kau.
YANA: huh.
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YONG fren:apelah dtg tknk mkn.
YONG:aku dtg bkn nk mkn tap nk tgk dier(me).
YANA:(huh dlm hati)
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YONG:aku nk nyanyi ngn ko ler.
YANA:tkpelah, gerl yazid kn ada
YONG:(take the mike from yazid gerl and pass it to me)
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YANA:tat was the ferst time i sang wif a guy, a guy i used to like.paise seh.
YONG:skrg maseh suke i?
YANA:yes, u made me feel close to u today and i dont know y.
YANA:are u having feelings for me?jus wondering
YONG:yes.tat was y i was eager to go to ur open house.i want to see you after a long time.and yes,i do have feelings for you.
YANA:were you waiting for me all this while?
YONG:are you still attached?
YANA:yup
YONG:i will be waiting for you.
YANA:y must it be me out of many gerls out there.im don even have any looks and i don noe fesyen.
YONG:for me, i tk tengok rupa dan i gaya.i tengok hati yg ikhlas.
YONG:anyway u are very sweet.
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i don noe y i just feel tat im falling in love with YONG.he made me comfortable with him,he was romantic,he treated me the way i always wanted my bf to be.i noe i have a guy,but im feeling him.
im jus confused about love.i jus wanna spend 1 day wif him, to get to noe him better.being in this kind of situation, makes me wannabe single.i jus find him sweet.but i do hope i get to go out with him 1 day.i'll waiting for tat day, YONG.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 @ 12:46
i wanna really say sorry to my beloved darlings, RUSYDIAH and MARIAM for not wishing them on their super belated BIRTHDAYS.im sorry gerls..i noe how evil i am to forget on wishing you guys..im sorry aite gerls..tanx to firah for reminding me.. im super sorry frens..i may be an evil fren i guess..
Happy Belated 17th Birthday (which was on 23 Aug)
Happy Belated 17th Birfday (which was on 23 Sept)
Labels: im sorry
Monday, October 6, 2008 @ 10:59
for the past few days, have been eating ketupat ever since..we cooked ard 400 ketupats, many were given to sedare, unknowingly, there are lots tat were left for us family..
jus cldn't resist my mum's kari ayam..kept eating it...haiz, tis cause me to gain weight again..jus look at my super chubby face..
for the past 2 days was jus filled with going out for raya.sat was, daddy's side and sun was mummy's side.tis yr it seems that raya collection is dropping..how sad..asked daddy to ask his frens if we could go raya at theirs.it has been long since we went which was like when we were still in pr sch..hehe..mata duitan u..but it was for a gd deed though..
sat, cut my fringe cos im super irritated with it already.at first it turned out ugly but i guess it was alrite. SAT wore black.
adek n me
~tis is wat happens when im bored..
SUN we wore white, suci dan bersih..
~his fav pose i can say..
hun, i guess you were always true to me..
im sorry for everything..
but i do admit tat i have changed a lot..
im thankful for still wanting me back in ur life after all those bastard days..
Thursday, October 2, 2008 @ 10:00
Firstly, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin kepada smue yg mengenal diriku ini.Maafkan daku sekiranya telah terkasar bahasa ataupun telah menyakiti kalian smue.SELAMAT HARI RAYA ISLAMIC EARTHLINGS!!
Tis yr, i was not in the md for raya.boy, u noe y.but i tried to make myself happy.yesterday, our whole family is Golden Goldie..i like..tis yr, there's lots of purplish, pinkie families ard..for the first time ever, i had a proper make-up for raya..felt better on tat day, wif a brand new face..furthermore, wore perky brown lens..eyes was damn beautiful..
but tanx to freshkon, i cant wear it quite long, im used to wearing freshlook every yr..eyes get super dried up, had to wear specs..haiz..had lots of photos taken..
amaciam, ada chan jad model tk..hehe..i like tis pic lots..tanx to my pose(its actuali from kueen nana),my facial expression and my elder sis who is gd in taking pics..
today will b stuck at home, at least can eat the kuehs bebeh..hehe..
i can't wait till sch reopens..
im missing skl..
frens, we shld plan our days for raya tau..anting just tag bout the raya outing aite..any1 is invited..
boy, u shld have known how much u mean to me..
boy, u are the most impt person in my life, not farhan..
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