these just proves everything about my weight.seriously i feel angry with myself for not doing anything to it.but i shall make a difference to my body weight starting from now.people just wouldnt understand how paranoid i am towards any slight increase in my weight.yes maybe im not fat due to the skinny hands of mine,but i am gaining weight for like 3kgs.my usual weight is 41kg,and my ideal weight is 40kg.i shall not now depend on others i have to make my own sacrifices myself.i shall work hard for it and no one can now say anything to prevent me from losing weight.it hurts when people cant motivates me in doing so and ended up having to do it myself.nvm,its okey.