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Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 20:49

today,late for skl..
at ferst bby was tinking of going to sch or not cos he aint feeling tat well..
then last min he said,he's going and when he text me tat i jus woke up at 7.15 am..
late or wat..watched AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL last night..
i learned tat if u have a passion u nd to research on ur fav models..
im so doing my research..hehe..
reached sch,accompanied bby to have a hot tea at c1..
proceeded to class,did my test..
then we were told about our 2nd semester elective..
i chose PTC(sumting Taxation Computing)hehe..
im in love wif numbers and sadly i was the only one from my bestfrens to go for tat elective..
nvm,i shall study hard..
then ate at c1..
sorry to all my dancemates whom i promised to eat 2gether at c1 n to watch the hiphop audition...im really sorry..
bby wasn't feeling well,but then i had to go home and fetch my beloved bro..
reached home,bathed,change and went to bby's crib for a while..cos he's feeling abit better..
he accompanied me to fetch my bro,then i went out wif him for a movie..

for the ferst time,we had last min plans..
watched BRIDE WARS..im so loving the movie..
i cried when the gerl didnt get to marry the guy she's wif for more than 10 yrs..
and her friendship was almost destroyed..

after movie,went to pr park..
we met ida n wan otw..hehe..
ida is like damn kurus lar,jealous or wat yana..
sat at the windbreaker,talked bout our future wedding..
once i have my ferst salary,i shall start saving for my wedding..
i wanna have my wedding dinner at FULLERTON HOTEL..

then proceed home..

BBY,tanx for the treat..
tis few days u have been spending lots of money on me and i feel real guilty..
bby,my love for you gets stronger everyday..
my trust for u strengthens each day..
u are the guy who really loves me,never failed to make me smile..
i lov u bby..
u shall be my true love,my husband,the father to my kids..insyaallah syg..
we shall study hard so tat we have a stable financial situation when we have a family..
i hope our dreams wld cum true..

i love u bby.get well soon aite hubby.
3 more days bby..

Labels: dreams.

Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 21:10

hey ppl,lots of things have been going on ard me.
life,sch,friends,dance.
currently,i keep skipping classes.im damn worried bout my GPA sumhow..

i jus need to let out sumtings..

when i look at myself in the mirror,
i saw a gerl who is not satisfied with her appearance,
a gerl who wants to be pretty,who wants to have a body of her dreams.
a gerl who loves looking at other gerl's beauty,and thinks how ugly she was.
a gerl who always wanted to be a model.
a gerl who maybe seeking for attention,without unknowingly realising tat she may be making ppl irritated..
a dark gerl whom trying to fit in around the society.
a dark gerl who never feel needed or her presence in tis life ever mean a lot to her.
a gerl whom i really pity for behaving in tis way.
a gerl who never even love herself.
a gerl who tries to hide the sadness she had in life from her beloved ones and friends.
she tries her very hard to force tat smile on tat face,hiding away the suffering.
being ard with her friends and beloved ones,she was the hyper kind of gerl,who always seems to be happy-go lucky..
but when she's alone,she's sum1 who like to keep quiet and keep everything to herself..
she became a total different person..
she's a gerl who dont mind hurting herself so as to get her dreams and wat she always wanted.
she don mind being aneroxic to have that body of'hers'.
she's a gerl who is just full of dreams but thinking bout it,it makes her feel tat all her dreams were all dreams tat could never be fulfilled..
she's a gerl who always wanted to have a best,closest fren,who haves the same interest as her,being able to be wif her always..

jus wat am i blabbering,i don know..
mind me sorry..

Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 23:10

hey ppl..
ferstly,i did cut my fringe..thick bangs i can say..
i donch know if it kind of suits me.but i tink cikgu murah will be like scolding me for cutting cos it will be difficult for him to do my hair during any shows..

okie,yesterday.went for lee's family bbq pit..
my adik syukri tagged along..
met joe,hadi and syira in the bus to dwntwn bus stop.
then met sim2 and his bestfren,ema..
make our way in which we don even know where..
the only ting i know is we were to walk at the longkang near aranda..
halfway in met lee..
lee told me my hair was nice,which i jus find it awkward..
i was stressed up,ketiak basah.
met his cousins,this one guy(don noe the name),nasyitah n deela..
getting nervous,mting my in-laws.whereby they don even know bout it.
upon reaching,sat wif sim2,ema,n my adik by the beach..

then lee came and invite us to proceed eating..
i didnt realise tat joe,syira and hadi had started eating..
it has been long since i ate bbq-ed food.
i was like eating countless amt of bbq-ed chicken thigh,had to stop when lee told us tat his fam haven't eaten..

me n sim2 was in love wif the salad..

i called him the salad guy..

while eating,a cat appeared and i hate cats..

it was like walking ard the eating table..

then shockingly,i jumped off my seat when the cat was bside me,looking at me holding my chicken..

then khai,bani and isa came along..

and from then,the environment became gila2..

ouh ya,then lee's uncle went fishing and caught stingray...cute lil one..

i looked at hw they take out the sting,i guess..

it makes me want to vomit sumhow..

i miss fishing..

this is the tuan rumah..

a tired face i can see ehk hubby..

camwhored..

a cute family i can say..hehe..

ignore my chubby,fatty and uglyy face..

after tat,decided to play om chi2 om chi..

deela tagged along cos she knows how to play..

we were damn noisy,had to transfer position so as not to wake the babies up..

after tat,play chop chilli chop..

i was seriously damn blur and left out playing tat game..

proceed off from the pit at 9.45pm..

my dad fetching me..

while walking out,hubby did told me tat i looked cute wif my new hair..

i jus tink tat it makes me looked chubby..

then deela told me tat im skinny and have a nice body..do i??

we sang gemilang 2gether,out of tune.

lee sent me at 1 point,gave me a kiss on the forehead.and off i went to meet my dad...

then,i saw a group of teens sitting at the staircase..

a gerl was lying dwn,like she has fainted..

then i saw a pkcik bace2,wif his hand on her head..

scary..

reached home,straight away washed my leg..

today,went to pr park..

had a picnic,but early in the morn helped mum cooked chicken rice..

i jus hate it when mum cooked her chicken rice..

i jus wont stop eating..

chose a nice spot,very windy..pitch a small tent then,straight away eat..

haiyo gemuk yana..ate 2 plates..
was feeling damn bored..

im hating picnics..they are jus making u fat wif nothing to do but eat and lie down..

if not go to the beach and play sand..haiyo boring u know..

after then,off to COURTS as my sis had to ask sumting bout the video cam tingy..

i was like looking ard the household appliances..

looking at those things,makes me tinking of wat to buy for my house wif lee

we were tinking of purchasing coffee machine..hee..and it cost $1000+..

nd to save up alot seh..tkpe for us ehk hubby..

my dad was driving along kallang,and we decided to proceed to kallang leisure park..
played arcade,bought popcorns..haix..

met my pri sch fren there too..

went to lau pa sat to eat satay and bbq-ed prawns..juicy ones..

after making our stomach damn full,went to marina barrage..

camwhored there..

feeling2 model je yana tau..

so i am,jus reached home..

online cos wanted to send rai2 n zie the pics and video..

but donch know why they cant receive it..haiyo..stupid comp..

im sorry hubby for making u wait..

hubby jus text me saying his slping now..

i better get going and talked to him for awhile..

i miss hubby damn lots..

2mrw am having family plans..

gd nite..

Labels: i miss u hubby

Friday, January 23, 2009 @ 18:34

today was a wonderful but scary nightmare ever!!
had a fast escape,tanx to my clever hubby.loved u hubby!!
if not,i wld be dead.
only me and lee knows.

skipped BCM again today.
maybe someone jus need to slap my face and wake me up!!
i need to quit skipping really..
there's always a start but it's difficult to end.
at last,after more than 1 mth,ate ban mian wif lee at food culture.hah..jus loving it.
i've been gaining weight lately..
slack in skl with rai2,atik n fat2..
gd luck to u atik for ur interview..
jgn nervous sgt,jus relax..
dont end up crying in front of the judges like me..hee.those memories..

2mrw,am going to lee's bbq pit wif my beloved adik,syukri.
since my 'beloved' mum dont allow me to go alone at night..
its his family pit lar HELLO!!wat are u jus so protective of mum!!
irritating..
hoped i can join him fishing..i miss fishing really..
going after my madrasah..
2mrw morning,tinking of cutting my hair before my period comes.
or maybe today.
shall i cut my hair like demi..hee
i want to experiment with my fringe somehow..

u make my world go round hubby!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 20:37

lots of things have been happening to me..lately.
stupid stuff and good stuff..

tuesday, 20 jan..
the stupid stuff was happening to me.
i went home late after training ard 10..
cos i was spending time wif lee,till we went off targeted time to go home..
my dad was like calling,scolding me why im very late.
every tues at my house,there's ngaji..
n everytime i wont be able to make it on time..
so had to wait till it ended at 9..
tats why im late,killing time wif lee..
reached home,mum scolded me..
she was asking me wat time ended, i told her 8+..
then told me i usually reached home at 9.30 but tat day i was late..
okay,i admit it was my mistake..
but i told her tat i was killing time in skl..
hearing tat,she say nonsense stuff,saying tat sitting in skl lots of things can happen..
mrepek or wat..pikiran kolot..seriously,hate tat part..
went into the room,took a bath n had to wait for dad..
fine,then had to explain to my dad why i was home late..
had a late nite slp..

wed 21,performance day for the ancessor..in skl..

jus love taking pics of myself.

tanx to khai for treating us to OCK curry puff..

atik,fira,yana n rai2

everyone can't be seen,but i find it nice somehow..

the performance went well for me,except for my entangled leg...

overall,it was perfect..

then2,lee was praised by haikel tat he dance well,smoothly..he say lee went into the wrong cca..

but i still prefer to see him in soul..

it was nice..wanted to upload the video,but slow arh internet..

maybe u can take a look at rai2 multiply..

after the performance..

ignore the hand..its difficult balancing u know..

then it was rai2's turn..

had some drama-mama wif khai..

so amacam can be model..eheh..

'tiada maaf bagimu,heh'

the wedding of rai2 n khai..

the 2 pengapit,menggatal..hehe..

tats me the mak andam..hehe

trying to help rai2 to pose..

photo session wif hip hop guys..

lanang ayunda..

now the drama mama of me n lee.

kan bini dh mrh..hehe..

i love tis pic..perfect!!hee..

tis is my hair after taking out the accessories..

then ate at c1..

i almost lost my wallet as i left it at the table at c1..

walked off w/o carrying my wallet..

then realised tat i was holding on to ren's laptop charger..

gabra kn,went down wif lee..mcm nk nangis seh..

got my ic,$***...

tanx to the uncle who clean up the table,he kept it..

harh,tankie2 uncle..

then helped lee changed his blogskin,now its like similar as mine..

hee best..

then hirzie n dan wanted to learn tarian..

rai2 taught dan,i taught zie..

surprisingly,they are able to get the dance in like 4 hrs..cleverkan they all...

now we have our new 2 tarian member..

after then it was our turn to learn hip hop from them..

i can't do the body wave,cos i looked stupid doing tat..

can see my bone joint,not nice tau..

see everyone very keen to learn except me..

i was playing online game wif dan..hee..

naughty yana..

after then,sim2 was there cemta..unknowingly,ren2 n lee was having their vocal coaching wif him..

kepo2 me,sit wif them..

then,me and rai were asked to sing 'titanic' song...

haiyo,it flashes me back to my pri sch choir..

hehe..

i sound so wrong,not into tune..haiyo..

but tanx to sim2 for coaching us..then zie joined us..

fun u know..

tanx sim2 syg kamu..

proceed to c1,sim2 wanted to eat his 'breakfat' set..

talked bout our parents support of our interests..

i pity sim2 tat his parents don support him..

he's got a talent tau ppl,a big one..

then i went home late again,ard 9..kena scolded by my dad..

reached home,take a bath,very tired,slept early at 9.30

reason,don't want to talk to my dad..

i jus hate my parents prinsip..

if i were to be a mother..

if my child has gone to poly/ite/jc,i wld allow them to go home late..latest at 10..

but all they nd to do is to infrom me..im an understanding mum u know..hee..mcm phm jek..

today woke up late,at 7.30am..

leave house at 8+..

then coincidently,lee text me saying he was alone at home.

ape lagi,didn't tink tat im able to make it skl on time,went to lee's home..

at last i get to see his house..

im loving the platform tingy in his house..

he have a nice home,dont want him to move..

reached skl at 10..

only went for BCM lesson today..

finished skl,went to mt rai2,n lee2 at c1..

then proceed to cemta to send the tarian clothes back..

while waiting for atik.sim2 n ida came..

at last i get to meet ida..hehe..

didnt get to talk to her tat much..

i was writing down wat were the performance we did for our cca points..

finally we made our way to kampung melayu.

send and im off back to sch wif lee..

me n lee slept in the bus,cutekn ..very tired u know..

then i decided to cabut MPS..

getting naughtier yana tau..

i shldnt skipped class anymore!!

accompanied hubby for his lunch&breakfast..

waited for lee to finish his soul,i went to dance alone in the studio..haiz...

a loner yana is back..

im used to being a loner since sec..

mcm tkda life gitu..

for the ferst time,i talked to lee's frens,syira..

she's cute n friendly..

tapkn hadi mcm scary..hee..

mayb cos he nvr smile..

then lee told me tat syira said tat my blogskin is nice..

then yana was tinking..

she's reading my blog..hehe..excited keper yana..

went home straight after lee's done..didn't want to get scolded anymore..

reached home,ate chicken soup wif rice..fatty2 yana..

hee stress..

hubby,those moments we spent together would never be forgotten..

i loved u n boy,how i wish u were my lover,my hubby being there wif me always..

loving u till my last breath,will i.

u may not be my ferst,but u shall be my last loved..

hey earthlings..lots of things have been happening in my life lately..