Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 10:11
was tagged by amalina twice.so yeah.here it is.
Put your iTunes on shuffle.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW OUTRAGEOUS IT SOUNDS!Tag 10 friends to do it. ANYONE!
01. if someone says "IS THIS OKAY" you say? Touch My Hand-David Archuleta
02. what would best describe your personality? Final Goodbye-Rihanna
03. what do you like in a guy/girl? I Miss You-Blink 182
04. what is your life's purpose? Im Sorry-Buckcherry
05. what is your motto? Me Myself & I-Akon [true2]
06. what do your friends think of you? Mad-Ne yo [true2]
07. what do you think about often? Always Be My Baby-David Cook[true2]
08. what is 2+2? I hate This Part-Pussycat Dolls[no,i love maths]
09. what do you think of your bestfriend? How Six Songs Combine-Norwegian Recycling.
10. what do you think of the person you like? With You-Chris Brown
11. what do you want to be when you grow up? One In A Million-Hannah Montana.[of course,being unique]
12. What do you think when you see the person you like? Greenlight-John Legend feat Andre
13. what do your parents think of you? Heartless-Kanye West[true2]
14. what will you dance to at your wedding? Goodnight and Goodbye-Jonas Brothers.
15. what will they play at your funeral? Is This Love-Chris Brown
16. what is your hobby/interest? Untitled-Keith Sweat Feat.[i don know this song.randomly send by my cousin]
17. What do you think of your friends? Move Shake and Drop(Remix)-Pitbull ft Flo Rida
18. what's the worst thing that could happen? Cinta ini Membunuhku-D'massive[amalina same jek.mcm phm.hehe.]
19. how will you die? Numba 1(Tide is High)-Kardinal Offishall Feat[true2]
20. what is the one thing you regret? Forever-Chris Brown.
21. what makes you laugh? Sorry,Blame it on me-Akon.
22. what makes you cry? Way Back into Love-Hugh Grant.
23. will you ever get married? Viva La Vida-Coldplay[i guess its yes]
24. what scares you the most? Save You-Simple Plan
25. does anyone like you? So What-Pink
26. if you could go back in time, what would you change? Womanizer-Britney Spears
27. what hurts right now? We ride-Rihanna
28. What will you post this as? A little Bit Longer-Nick Jonas.
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TEN ARE YOU[s]01. are you single - Nopey2,engaged with my bby already.hehe..
02. are you happy - okok.damn happy when with bby.
03. are you bored - VERY!!
04. are you fair - sorry nope,But am proud to be dark.
05. are you Italian - nope,but love the food.
06. are you intelligent - ok2..
07. are you honest - quite,hee..i don even know..
08. are you nice - i guess so,i don even know ppl judge me.
09. are you Irish - NOPE.
10. are you Asian - YESSIE!!
TEN FACTS01. full name - Nur Fardiyana Bte Sulaiman
02. nickname - yana,yanabelle,yanapenguin,diyan,diyana.
03. birthplace - kandang kerbau hospital.
04. hair colour - black.
05. natural hair style - straight.
06. eye colour -brown.
07. birthday - 25th October.
08. Mood - Bored &hungry!!.hehe..
09. favourite colour - hot pink,black,dark red,white,turqoise,grey.
10. One place you would like to visit - PARIS!!
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE01. have you ever been in love -of course,like duh!!
02. do you believe in love at first sight -yessies,tats how i fell in love wif bby..kan2..
03. do you currently have a crush - sadly no.
04. have you ever been hurt emotionally -yes,lots of time.
05. have you ever broken someone's heart - yes once.
06. have you ever had your heart broken - yes lots of time.
07. have you ever liked someone but never told them - yes.abt bby.
08. are you afraid of commitment - nope,at all.
09. who was the last person you hugged - my beloved cute lil bro.
10. who was the last person you said i love you to - bby.
TEN THIS OR THAT01. love or lust - love of course.
02. hard liQuor or beer - none.
03. cats or dogs - none,im scared of cats and dogs.
04. a few best friends or any regular friends - a few besties.
05. creamy or crunchy - i prefer crunchy.
06. pencil or pen - pen.
07. wild night out or romantic night in - wild night out.heh.
08. money or happiness - happiness.
09. night or day - night preferred.
10. IM or phone - phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVER01. been sneaking out - nope,always wanted to but no courage.
02. seen a polar bear -like duh!
03. done something you regret - yes,lots of time.
04. bungee jumped - nope.want to try,but scared.
05. eaten food that fell on the floor - yes.
06. finish an entire jaw breaker - nope.
07. been caught naked - when im still a toddler everybody sees me naked.hehe..
08. wanted an exbf/gf back - never ever.
09. cried because you lost a pet - nope,don have pets before.
10. wanted to disappear - yes always.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER01. smile or eyes - smile baybeh.
02. light or dark hair - dark,pls.
03. hugs and kisses - i want both.
04. shorter or taller -taller a bit.
05. intelligence or attraction - intelligence.
06. topman or zara - topman,but im not tat choosy.
07. funny or serious - funny lar,serious very boring.
08. older or younger - older,more matured than me.
09. outgoing or quiet - outgoing pls,quiet very the boring.
10. sweet or bad - sweet lerh.
TEN HAVE YOU[s]01. ever performed in front of a large crowd - yes.
02. ever talked on the phone for more than an hour -yes,with bby.
03. ever tried walking on your hands - nope.
04. ever been to a rock concert - nope,but i want to!!!
05. ever been on a cheerleading team - yes,for 3 yrs during sports day at pri sch.
06. ever been on a dance team - malay dance.
07. ever been on a sports team - badminton.
08. ever been in a drama/production - nope,but wld like to.
09. ever been on a BMW, Mercedes Benz,Escalade,Hummer or Bently -nope.
10. ever been on a rap video - nope.
TEN LASTS01. last phone call you made - bby.
02. last person you kissed - bby.
03. last person you hung out with - bby.
04. last time you worked - alamak,after o's
05. last person you talked to -bby.
06. last person you IM'd - none.
07. last person you texted - bby.
08. last person(s) you watched a movie with - bby.
09. last person/thing you missed - bby boo.
10. last website visited - blogskin.
TEN PEOPLE TO DO THIS01.bby
02.ema
03.sim
04.hajar
05.ida
06.FIT
07.Fat
08.anyone.
09.its
10.fun.
okay im done.
i gtg.im sick.
gdbye.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 09:07
ouh yeah,tis 2 days i have been spending my days wif my loved ones.
monday,had our usual dance training.
then there was this group of TJC students coming.
Rai had to do the introducing and teaching them the 5 basic steps of tarian.
could see how nervous she was,when she even had to practise.funny lar..cute.
ouh yeah then thot it was done and we shall go back for our usual training.
but ms lina told tat there's another group coming,and assigned atikah.
but atikah refused and gave me the 'honour' of doing it.
i was damn panicking and nervous and just don know how to talk.
i kept having my tongue tied everytime i wanna talk.
i was stressed up till i was like pespiring.
all of them could see how stress i am from my facial expression.hehe..
then it was over,and as planned,me,atik n rai shall do some shopping for the trip with our guys.
its like a triple date u see.
ferst off to bedok.
but sim2 insist us to eat ferst,and atik also nd to use the toilet.
wanted to eat at LJS but ended up eating at pizza hut.
mcm org kaye mkn kt sane ehk bby.
this is the three gentlemen.Fat,Lee,Sim.
and this is the ladies.Rai,Yana,Atik.
once we sat,we were not even thinking of wat to buy,but ended up camwhoring.
bby was holding on to my cammie.
so all the pics here was taken by him.
but tis pic was by me.hehe..
my smile sungguh tk perlu ehk.
rai was daydreaming. but i was busy looking at the cute couple beside me.
okay i hate tis pic cos of my face,and my lips sungguh tk perlu..
after eating,then proceed to do shopping at bedok.
then fat nds to go lib and i nd to use the toi2.
so off to lib,soon made our way to bugis cos we wanted to walk ard.
as usual, camwhoring again,in the train.
1st couple,rai and sim.
2nd couple,atik and fat..
alaaa,cutekn this two.
bby,i realise there isnt a pic of us 2gether.
cos u were holding to the cammie.
this pic was unplanned.
but it turn out nice.
we then walk2 ard bugis for a while.
then walk to OG to mt sani.
but then,wrong info,walk to suntec city.
oh tat was damn tiring.
walking all the way to suntec.
reached,met sani.gdbye to sim2.
the rest went to carrefour.
atik wanted to buy something.
walk to city hall station,and home sweet home.
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tuesday,went out with bby.
cos i nd to change money at raffles.
and had to buy sunblock,face wash and mosquito repellent.
btw bby tanx for the mosquito repellent.
but ferst,went for bowl at ehub.
we have not eaten at tat moment.
then off to raffles.
something stupid happen.
then decided to walk at penin to look at vans shoe.
but saw one everlast shoe tat is nice.
cldnt find a simple vans shoe.
then we were hungry,and was time to go bck to sch for my dance.
ate at sakura.
then i realised this 2 days have been eating out at ex places ehk b.
after dance,bby had to go home straight as something bad happen.
bby is now in a curfew,i can say.
i will not be able to spent most of my time wif bby before my trip.
bby,all i ever wanted is to be spending most of my time with my loved ones.
i don find it applying to my family.
only u,im happy wif.
only u,i am able to smile always.
bby,u are never a burden to me.
all i want u to know is,pls don scold me.
i don like to be scolded.
i had enuf scolding at home.
thinking tat it wont be the same when im with u.
bby,im always loving u no matter wat the condition is,being it we don have much time 2gether.
i will keep loving u,and i trust u bby.
im wondering how im able to survive 1 whole mth of not hearing ur voice,receiving ur messages.
saying how much u missed me,and u love me.
Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 19:42
13-14 mar 09 [Spore night tour with ITE EAST]one planned day is down.
overall the day was fun.
my hp batt went low.
cldnt text bby tat much.
tanx to bby for fetching me fom home and sending me to sch.
total there were like 2 buses for the trip.
okay,in the bus i sat alone all the way.so yeah.
was bored,text bby,took pics alone.
ferst stop,we went to factories.
we went to a lontong and tempeh factory.
i jus love tempeh,and they were sold 4 for $1.
i consider it cheaper.
walking to the next factory.
Char kway factory.
the char kway was like hot,just fried.
and this was wat we see once we reached at the entrance of the factory.
tempting arent they.
we were like saying we want to buy those,but the worker said tat it was ordered.
the only things they can sell at the moment is kek lapis.
i don really eat tat.
we were kind of dissapointed.
since we cant get those,we shall pose wif it.
vogue firah caught.
and tat is our tour guide,Serene.
she is very easy to talk with,friendly.
she had tis funny and weird laughter.
everyobe was like laughing at her bour her laughter.
she was holding on to the kek lapis,which can be sold.
walking along the path.
look at those few factories which are still open.
back in the bus.
oh yeah not to worry.
we got ourself each a pack of char kway.
those boxes earlier were for us actually.
i cldnt finish it up.
cos it was like oily and we only had minereal water to drink on.
next stop,we stop at esplanade.
we had to walk to merlion park.
and meet each other at ONE FULLERTON.
while otw there,we camwhored.
saw sheikh haikel.
finally we reached merlion park.
sat for a while.camwhore.
ouh yeah on tat day,was AFAN and firah's birfday.
firah was like keep asking,"ehk kalo dh kul 12 blg tau."
cos she wanted to wish her beloveds.
firah wanted tis pic to be taken so much.
ouh yeah tis pic.
we were like posing for tis pic,and it was when my classmate fell and hit himself on his head on the stone steps.
we were all shocked.suddenly we stop and was worried for him.
but adi was like,'ehk abeh stop amek gmbr.
hope you are doing fine classmate.
his parents had to fetch him.
kia wei and adi.
adi and i call him humphrey bear.
next we had our supper at lau pa sat.
we were like given 30 mins to eat.
ouh yeah i had my fav,bbq prawns.
everyone was like asking me how to peel those prawns.
so i was kind enuf to peel it for everyone,except for mariam,allergy.
while eating,we jus love making lame jokes.
since mariam cant eat it,she decided to pose wif it.hehe.
next we are going to shopping at mustafa centre.
tis was why i call him humphrey bear.agree??
bought nothing there.
jus don feel like buying,or actually theres nothing for me to buy.
thre was like a nightmare going.
we were so called followed by group of *****,and we were like running in the shopping centre.
next,we make our way to jurong fishery port.
ok seriously,i feel tempted seeing those fresh fishes.
very fresh,and theres like a large variety.
this fish i have never seen it before at the market.
its like bloody red colour.
jus look at how busy it is.its like 3 am there.
i dont know wat this is.
make our way back to the bus.by this time,i was already feeling sleepy.
spotted this vintage lorry outside.
i tink its malaysian lorry.
next was
pasir panjang wholesale marktet.
otw there,i slept in the bus.
was feeling damn sleepy.
then it was the end for the tour.
we were drop at tamp inter.
slept in the bus again.
called bby.
i reached home ard 6.45 am.
slept straightaway.
i was late for my cambodia thingy the next day.
taught the rest the culture show dance.
many dont kind of get it.
but we'll continue with it nxt wk.
then had prac for our fashion show.
i don know tat jus doing catwalk was difficult.
bby then surprised me by waiting for me at CEMTA with sim2.
i jus miss bby at that moment.
tanx bby.
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today had my cousin's majlis cukur rambut.
my cute lil bro posing with the raja sehari.hehe..
he jus love making his eyes big and round.
tats my uncle with the marhaban team.
all the way i was sitting folding tissue to make it into a pineapple shape.
my bro camwhored alone,while the rest was like busy.
i ate twice during the majlis.
the nasi briyani just had a fragarant smell and it was like tempting me.
there's also my fav dish,sambal goreng paru pengantin.
its like all paru no hati2 n all,my fav.
i was bored.
jus look at my face.
i gain weight again.
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im not having md now.
i feel ugly.
i feel unwanted.
i don feel needed.
i don feel my freedom.
i don feel those parent's love tat i always wanted.
