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i hate my life now.everything around me seems to be very wrong and i hate it.i feel very left out and all alone.lately things have been getting hang wire with my life.im not living the life to the fullest now.it feels like im giving up in living.where was everyone.why didnt anyone asked about me,after what have happened to me.am i living this world alone,all to myself.dont they realised that im more sensitive now,needing people's love and caring for me.despite me not having to have any love from my closest dad of all.till now,im the one searching for people,and despite what have happened now,it just continues to be that way.oh yes,you guys may have your own fren,despite me not having a SINGLE FREN to myself.you guys may have your own hanging out with frens as you guys are so called more wanted and popular,being loved alot by other.im just a gerl being left all alone.

and to you.you are different now,or maybe it was me.idk.it felt you're going far away from me.somehow it felt like you were faking your love for me.i cant feel your love no more,or easy said everyone's.it felt that things are changing between us.i no more find the need from you in having me there for you.its just that you just carry on with ur life.im no more putting hope in us.im giving up.im lazy to be the one going to you,crawling for your attention and care.day by day,jealousy just comes to me.i guess im not ready for any relationship.its just no one is able to understand me and my situation.you can just carry on doing those things that you love being around your many gerlfriends,despite me not having any guyfren whom i can count on to.

im too stressed up now.i cant hold my tears now,it feels as though my head feels like bursting.yes im someone who keeps all my sorrows to myself as no one wants to hear about it.its the best now that im being left all alone.i feel lonely,not needed.im giving up.sorry if i were to hurt your guys feeling by all this but i cant take it no more.its killing me alot.dont need to say anything as NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME AND NEED ME TO BE AROUND THEM NOW.

"Relationships are messy,and people's feelings get hurt."