Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 19:52

YONG, u were the one who was always there for me when i have probs wif rabbit..
u really noe my true feelings..
u fetched me home always aftr my dance..
u held me tight by your side..
u held my hands, u hugged me, n u make me feel secure and comfortable.
u understands all about me..
till tat 1 night, we had our first kiss..
all my probs wif rabbit, i told u..
and u bought for me a pink CASIO watch, which i liked so much..pink lar seh u..
i feel very syg to wear it..
although when u got to noe tat fadzlee had feelings for me,u don feel jealous..
but u tend to be sarcastic bout me n him..
im sorry to have rejected your movie date..
but there will always be a next time..
u jus take care and get well soon..

FADZLEE, i don regret getting to noe u..tanx to rendi..
i had a crush on u, but i ignore it as i saw u wif a gerl at tat moment..
but unknowingly, u too had a crush on me during the bestari award show..
i was shocked to noe tat although u saw the ugly side of me, u still had feelings for me..
im thankful for tat..
we spent our times together, getting loyar burok everytime..and now im bcoming like u..
i do realise tat u had feelings for me when i kept seeing you ard at cemta and when u added me on fwenster..
me tak tahu malu, blum ape2 dh syok sendiri..haha..
but as u get to noe me, i realise tat seeing u makes me feel happy, i feel tenang..
i find u cute and i don noe y..
im really sorry if i have gotten u involve in my probs wif rabbit..
but as u know im someone who is super jealous..
im sorry to be tat way but tats me..
but im happy getting to know tat u would want to help me gain my trust on guys again..
u knew when i was happy and when im sad..
today, we spent our time together,for the ferst time we held our hands..
unknowingly, u kissed me while i was lying on my shoulder..
i liked it..


im trying not to give both of u guys hope..
but i tink, i need to have a few more weeks to tink..
im really not ready to make a decision now..
both of u are willing to let me go if i had to let one of u go..
but, lee2, u told me how much u have been loving me and how those feelings get stronger day by day..
for the moment, i feel happy with lee2..
my feelings for u gets stronger day by day, as we met each day, u wld always text me..
rendi told me how gelisah u are when i didnt text u..


i can sae i like you guys both..
but im confuse who has my love as a close friend or more than a friend..

i jus need time..




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