yesterday, had raya open house.as usual, cooked nasi briyani, dalca n ayam masak merah..wake up early, help ibu cook..tis time round we cooked the dishes first then the rice. .cooking the rice was my pro.we take out the nice rice, then the bottom part(which got a little bit burned) ate it on a big plate together wif mum, siblings.super hungry, never ate breakfast.
then when everything was ready, sis frens came first.they went karaoke-ing as that were their pros.i then inform B that he could come if he want to cos i noe he really wants.then my NTUC colleagues, YONG and YAZID decided to come wif their frens. thus, i waited for them.ouhya, yeterday was SUPER hot.no wind, only sunlight..haiyo..pespiring man..
thus B came with his simei's frens and i didn't noe tat sis bf came together wif them.i don noe y i was unable to entertain B and his frens.suddenly, i got nervous, and i was pespiring more.mostly, sis did the job..some of them were eating out pespiring like hell, pity them lots..they quickly ate and went back in.switch on the fan at maximum speed, but just couldn't feel the wind.then i decided to invite them for karaoke.hafiz and 1 guy sang.ferst time i heard hafiz sang hehe..ouhya then my sis was calling him gemuks.mane taknye,malu2 nk nyanyi.after then, they went off.
as they leave,yong ,yazid and his frens arrived.i really do miss them, especially yong.they were my frens whom i talked to at work.as usual, i entertained them.i don noe why i was able to.invited them to eat.they had choc fondue wif marshmallow.then invited them to karaoke.yazid's gerl and 1 of his fren sang MY HEART.they took turn singing as mum's colleague, a guy also wanted to sing.he sang mariah carey songs.then yazid gerl said tat yong like to sing bila cinta didusta the single version, but there's only the duet one.so he still sang.gave the mike to him and yazid gerl.he then asked me to sing wif him.seriously it has been super long since i sing which was like since sec 1.malu seh.had to sat away from him cos the mike makes prob.tat was the ferst time ever i sang wif a guy, a guy whom i hav a crush on.sweet, i like.unknowingly, his frens record us singing.paise lar seh.i didnt sing tat well.
then they were off.more of my mums colleagues came.then ard 11 night, had to close 'shop'.helped to clean up.
text to yong saying if i sang tat ugly.
there have been plenty of weird convo betw me and yong(which i never realise wat he was trying to hint)..
YANA: nanti yazid kurangajar ngn aku.
YONG:dier kurangajar, aku protect kau.
YANA: huh.
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YONG fren:apelah dtg tknk mkn.
YONG:aku dtg bkn nk mkn tap nk tgk dier(me).
YANA:(huh dlm hati)
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YONG:aku nk nyanyi ngn ko ler.
YANA:tkpelah, gerl yazid kn ada
YONG:(take the mike from yazid gerl and pass it to me)
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YANA:tat was the ferst time i sang wif a guy, a guy i used to like.paise seh.
YONG:skrg maseh suke i?
YANA:yes, u made me feel close to u today and i dont know y.
YANA:are u having feelings for me?jus wondering
YONG:yes.tat was y i was eager to go to ur open house.i want to see you after a long time.and yes,i do have feelings for you.
YANA:were you waiting for me all this while?
YONG:are you still attached?
YANA:yup
YONG:i will be waiting for you.
YANA:y must it be me out of many gerls out there.im don even have any looks and i don noe fesyen.
YONG:for me, i tk tengok rupa dan i gaya.i tengok hati yg ikhlas.
YONG:anyway u are very sweet.
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i don noe y i just feel tat im falling in love with YONG.he made me comfortable with him,he was romantic,he treated me the way i always wanted my bf to be.i noe i have a guy,but im feeling him.
im jus confused about love.i jus wanna spend 1 day wif him, to get to noe him better.being in this kind of situation, makes me wannabe single.i jus find him sweet.but i do hope i get to go out with him 1 day.i'll waiting for tat day, YONG.
