Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 21:10
hey ppl,lots of things have been going on ard me.
life,sch,friends,dance.
currently,i keep skipping classes.im damn worried bout my GPA sumhow..
i jus need to let out sumtings..
when i look at myself in the mirror,
i saw a gerl who is not satisfied with her appearance,
a gerl who wants to be pretty,who wants to have a body of her dreams.
a gerl who loves looking at other gerl's beauty,and thinks how ugly she was.
a gerl who always wanted to be a model.
a gerl who maybe seeking for attention,without unknowingly realising tat she may be making ppl irritated..
a dark gerl whom trying to fit in around the society.
a dark gerl who never feel needed or her presence in tis life ever mean a lot to her.
a gerl whom i really pity for behaving in tis way.
a gerl who never even love herself.
a gerl who tries to hide the sadness she had in life from her beloved ones and friends.
she tries her very hard to force tat smile on tat face,hiding away the suffering.
being ard with her friends and beloved ones,she was the hyper kind of gerl,who always seems to be happy-go lucky..
but when she's alone,she's sum1 who like to keep quiet and keep everything to herself..
she became a total different person..
she's a gerl who dont mind hurting herself so as to get her dreams and wat she always wanted.
she don mind being aneroxic to have that body of'hers'.
she's a gerl who is just full of dreams but thinking bout it,it makes her feel tat all her dreams were all dreams tat could never be fulfilled..
she's a gerl who always wanted to have a best,closest fren,who haves the same interest as her,being able to be wif her always..
jus wat am i blabbering,i don know..
mind me sorry..
