Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 09:00
hey2..
nothing much have been happening..
jus the same old thing..
doing housework n studying..
ouhya yesterday nite watched OKTO-sunday film art movie.THE PIANIST.
the movie is about these guy who was caught in the GERMAN war,which was in 1943 and became a civilian there.
the story look at the journey of these civilian guy through the war period.
and he's a pianist at his country.
i jus love all tis kind of movie.
watching this movie,makes me think of wat the condition will be like during a war.
never wld i want to experience war like how he did.
getting himself almost killed.
n cos of tat i slept late,ard 1 am.
i must start sacrificing my favourite tv programmes sumhow.
n start studying for my final yr exams.
i must maintain tat 4 GPA of mine.
looking at myself.
im thankful i am still able to keep a limit to my everything.
i still have the malay tradition in me.
i still have the shyness towards guy.
i never sleep over at guy's place/even friends chalet/tents.
or even tat person is my boifey.
i never go bathing in the sea or sumwhere wif guys/even wif friends.
even going to those pools wif gerlfrens,im not used to it.
say all u want bout me,but im proud to be me.
im thankful to my parents for teaching me all this important things.
and me learning from other teens.
to me,DEEP INTIMACY IS NOT NEEDED TO SHOW HOW MUCH U LOVE TAT SOMEONE.
if he/she truly loves u,why wld he/she ask for somethings tat are way not the usual thing u do.
im changing my principles in life now.
so wat if im ugly,dark,fat,noisy.
but having a good principles in life,having good education is equally important.
im sick of facing all those childish misunderstanding wif frens.
I WILL NEVER ASK FOR FORGIVENESS IF IM NOT IN THE WRONG.
maybe in the past,i am weak.
but now,i need to be strong.
bby,ur words on tat particular day make me thinking.
