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sometimes i just wonder.
why cant i be my true self.
why must i follow others.
why must i stalk them,trying to be like them.
i don understand.
is it cos i don believe in myself.

to me,im ugly.fat.n i don have much friends ard me.
i wan to be sumone whom ppl will always be asking about.
i don wan to be the one looking for my friends.
is it due to my stupid personality.

why cant i just be pretty like other gerls out there.
why cant i behave like a pure gerl,not the rough kind of gerl.
does tat put me as an attention seeker.

why must i be too paranoid bout the way i look.
but im paranoid of wat ppl might tink of me.

all i wanted is to have tat look and tat dream body of mine.
maybe i shld stop behaving like who i am now.

im confused.