Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 20:07

yana is stress!!

okay seriously im getting stressed up everyday..
with upcoming exams coming,skl is just giving me a pain in the ass..
okay seriously,im truly not prepared with MPS..
have not even start memorising every single thing..
i have been trying to understand all the 10 topics which shld be done by tiz wk..
next wk,wld be just about getting all those ugly facts in my brain somehow..
all 10 topics,nxt wk..
seriously i wont be paying attention to all the things ard me..
be it food,PSP,tai ti,tarian and even bby.
except for our 2 monthsary n bby's birfday..
okay,the main point here is tat i need to make sacrifices in life really..

for this so called ENG module,BCM..
its giving me a scare every single day.
i jus hate it when it comes about eng..
just now did a test..
so unprepared..
i didnt even refer to any notes or sumting,except for the format..
just feel like crying sumhow..
very stress,trying to make my eng perfect or even 'understandable'..
2mrw,getting back the paper and if i were ever to know i only get a just pass for the paper.
seriously i will be fucked up and stressed up..
i seriously want my 4 gpa back..
and all those stupid past of mine is causing all tat..
ok not only tat,i shld be clever enuf to put aside my personal probs away..
the main thing is i want my 4 gpa!!

my beloved module,IAC..
have been getting worse lately..
all those COE and Trading a/c is just killing me off and taking away my gpa...
im like trying to understand all those stuff again..
im in need of doing revisions for these a/c...
jus now during class,i wasnt even paying attention..
i was busy bloghopping..
haiyo yana,WAKE UP!!
now i regret all my stupid behaviour..
2mrw,i'll be going wif bby for his revision class..
i'll be joining his class but i'll be doing my own work,since he's doing maths..

to have my 4 gpa back,
i need to get 100% or even a high A for MPS and BCM final exam..
for my IAC,i need to get 100% to have a high A also..
i believe i can do it for IAC..
but the rest,im not sure...

i better get going..
i need to study..
lately,i have not been myself cos im busy trying to catch up on my studies..
sorry frens if u realise a sudden change of me..

p.s. 2nd march,bby's birfday and our 2 mthsary.