Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 21:21

im currently not feeling well today.my head hurts and feeling headache sometimes.

i dont know whats wrong wif me lately.getting moody easily and i realised im always being left out.its isnt the same us no more.sometimes not all things are meant to be said.

bby,im sorry bout all those.im sorry for making u mad cos of me.i dont know if im making it purposely or not.but i know i didnt meant to.sometimes,when bby jus feels moody,it hurts me and makes me feel as if im disturbing ur life or sumhow.bby,pls don talk bout leaving me forever.im not ready for all that.we still have many dreams ahead.i may not be the gerl u wanted or needed but i still have my dignity.i may be irritating.yes tats me.bby,when u gonna be gone for 1 mth,its 1 mth without u by my side.but our love will always accompany me,and reminds me of u.jus lets pray im able to survive those 1 mth.

i dont know me.why isnt im able to accept myself for who i am.why do i keep comparing myself with other gerls and make myself demoralise.is it because i realise that i don have the looks,the personality that everyone loves.i keep thinking about how useless,ugly,fat i am.

happy birthday to my IBU!!may u have a long life ahead.diyan doakan agar ibu dapat bnyk rezeki.