Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 10:38

leaving u is just unbearable.
wat more if i have to forget u/even treat u as my fren.
wld i be able to do tat.
no.
but wat can i do.
i must be strong which im aren't actually.
watever it is im respecting ur decision.
its a decision tat i cnt go against wif.

loving u so much was all i did.
and those feelings will never change.
i will continue loving and waiting for u again.
but shld i do tat.
or shld i jus carry on wif my life.
im confused,stressed wif watever is happenning.
i nd ur guidance in my life to bring me back to start praying and everything.
but i shldnt depend on u to change rite.
i shld guide my own life sumhow.

i will try to hold my tears when i meet u in skl.
crying is all i do now.
but i do hope u have a great life ahead.
nvr wld im able to forget ur love u showered me wif.
those dream we had together.

having u only in my life.
but now u're gone.
i have no one to turn to now.
im left alone in this world.

i will start praying to make myself calm.
to have GOD'S guidance for my life.
jus don worry bout me.
i will try to take care of myself.
for the moment,im not in the md to be in contact wif anyone yet.


happy 1 yr anniversary to ATIKAH AND FATRIS.
hope u guys wld have a long and blissful relationship together.