Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 22:06
school have been mundane boring lately.new modules and electives.thank god,no new frens.most of my time have been spending with dancemates.seriously,the way i dress up now is different.i dont know why.im currently feeling stress up.And tat's the reason why i edited my blog somehow.its something that i do when im feeling stressed up.i actually planned to study today,which i didn't.ferst,my high waist skirt that needs to be altered has not yet been done.it is supposed to be worn on this fri.and currently im not having any mood to go for the CATS somehow.
okay,lately i can't deny that my relationships with bby is on a rocking boat somehow.we kept having small misunderstandings with each other.it seems we just kept fighting every single day.im sick of it all.tanx to u gerl for exorcising his mind in a way or how.tanx to u for causing all this to happen.BBY,sorry but u left a scar on me for ur actions and it will never heal.trying to forget about it but it will never happens.GERL,u came once but u have already destroyed everything.the trust i had,and my stupid jealousy behaviour is back.THANKS TO YOU!!and now,gotten news from bby tat he's gonna move to tamp stadium there,which means i cant even get to meet bby,or even go home together.like WTH!!and bby,if everything tat we are doing to each other is just for our revenge,it will never ends.
seriously,i feel like giving up on our relationship.i just find tat i have no courage to save this love of ours anymore.im just letting it go.lets just look at wat gonna happen next.if its gonna be good in the future,alhamdulilah,but if it doesnt,im letting it go.there's just no use of me to keep making effort for ours.
i still love you like before,but the situation is getting complicated.
