Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 11:23
my mind keeps thinking of you and i hate it.yes,im missing you.but yana dont be stupid and move on please.cant u get in mind that he has found his new companion.he doesnt even wants to talk to you about his prob at home like he used to.someone has taken over ur place yana.a day spend with you yesterday was truly awesome,doing things that we enjoy doing together,bowling.spending time together at the park like we used to.suddenly tat day,i felt that we were like a couple again but it ended real fast.cos of my disrespectful,and not being trustworthy of him,and jealousy,it just destroy the whole day.why must you be jealous about his ustazah.i literally thought he miss his ustazah,cos i know he was trying to be anak yg soleh again.but i was wrong.it was just his new companion.yeah,im happy that u both are having feelings for each other.stop putting hopes like u want.jus go with the flow.no one will know my true feelings about everything except for my close ones.rai and yong are the only person who understands my purpose in life.
stop being stupid yana.carry on.he's no more yours now / in the future.i guess he's now wondering why you love him so much,but he no more has that such strong of love for you.so wake up!i feel better talking to my loved ones,kassim,raihanah,fatris and yong.i didnt want to get atik involve cos i know she's busy with her own probs too..right now,fatris is angry with me for cancelling the meeting yesterday damn last minute.im sorry fatfat.i am.but im glad for you giving me another opportunity to spend time with lee for the last time.
