Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 23:01
hmph,it seems that it have been long since i talked about my life.okay,let me start..costing CA results is out,i got 81% which was not what i wanted but syukur.im aiming for 90+%.it shows that i am able to get an excellent results in sch.but however,PTC CA was atrocious.i wasnt even prepared for the exam.i didnt even study a single thing.how stubborn and stupid can i be.grr!!the reasons,i wasnt in the mood to study due to certain things.and i hate having this stupid and pathetic reasons.argh!im expecting a retake for PTC and this time round i better get my arse up and start studying for it.next is AA CA on next mon.i am studying damn hard and aiming high for this module.cos its something that i like.hoping for an A pls.i should buck up and wake up.slap yana.okay,i have not been having good nice sleep these few days.and results of it,i wasnt punctual,i was always late by 1/2 hour or worst still,an hour late.and my eye bags is getting worse somehow.argh..okay that's school.after sch.i would spend most of my time,with my beloved rai,sim,dancemates,and yong.but i do hope there's many others that i can hang out with.cos they make me happy.and this sim must be taken care of always.lately,i have been eating my fav ban mian in sch.cos i have no money and no one to accompany me all the way to cs just for my ban mian.only choco does.
ouh yeah,choco bought these cute and expensive and adorable gift for me.i was missing him damn much.he just somehow knows what i want.i got these mickey storage box,which i always wanted to put 'our' stuff and memories.then i got these pink minnie mug.i just love it..thanks choco!!i owe u lots..i ain't gonna use it,cos its just too pretty for me to use..
see,these mug is just damn pinky and cute..grr..
right now,these thing are still in their packaging and i dont know where to keep it.how i wish,i have my own room,and i'll be putting it right in front of my bed.so once i woke up,i will look at these things and be reminded of him.nvm,i still got his photos.hee..that day,i felt much better after those hugging.i could feel his love for me..i just miss him truck loads,and i miss talking to him really..
okay,personal life,i have been doing well lately..i mean adapting to my single life.thanks to all my beloved frens for always being there for me.i love you guys..thanks for making my life busy,by going back and forth to meet them..ehk2,yana is willing to do anything for my beloveds okays..ouh ya,i am reminded of ms jill saying,"why isn't yana bubbly like before"..yes thats true.for all along,i have been a different kind of girl,quieter,confused..but now,nehhh..bubbly yana is back man..hee..you guys gonna here me laughing aloud as usual..hee..just withstand me k..
i miss mm,cos didnt contact him for 2 days straight.i miss talking to him about both of our life.hope you are doing well.
i miss rendi.he seldom come to dance but he will join us for simpang bedok dinner always,every tues with cikgu.
to my beloved choco,hope you are doing fine wherever you are.just be reminded you are in my heart always.just take good care of yourself.any probs,please for goodness keep me updated.i will be angry for you not updating me kays..all the best for your studies,need any help in maths,as usual yana to the rescue..hee..insyaallah yana can help..kirim salam yana to papa,mama and adik.okay,better get slping..if not eye's will be like panda's..
gdbye and nites.
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