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tomorrow is CA and i dont know why the hell im here.im supposed to be studying but im not in the mood somehow.but i can say im prepared for the test.i dont know why these few days i have been feeling damn bored and lonely in sch.i keep finding people who wants to just hang out with me after sch.but its just difficult.today,met up with yong before he went for work.talked about each other's life.he gave me advice.thanks for all that,i know how worried you were for me after all that have happen to me.but the main thing now,get ur licence done first.okeyh..

i dont know what i am experiencing right now.i dont understand what my feelings are.i dont know why i seem so 'resah and gelisah' when he didnt text me.i just feel happy and needed when he text me.each day i will be waiting for his msg,but i keep reminding myself not to put high hopes.its like as though im falling for him from far.i dont know why all these is happening.am i falling for him,i dont know.but sometimes looking back at my own self,i dont want history to come to me again.im sick of all this.but at the same time,i do need the love and comfort.

btw,how will we know if the guy is a sweet talker.but, is there guys who just wants to make fun of you in the end.is there such things as guys who psycho ur mind,and when he thinks he dont need you,he will be gone suddenly.

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