im confused.i hate being in a state of confusion.cause i can never think being in this state.i just fcuking hate it!!!yes,maybe rai was right.i should never make promises to people.im so damn emotionally stress right now.yes,people keep telling me how evil i am for doing those actions to you.yeah,moving on that fast and having more guyfrens.ouh yar,keep in mind,i prefer having more guyfrens than gerlfrens.cos i hate having stupid misunderstandings between friends over jealousy,gossips,bf or watever shit left.i hate being stressed up.ouhya,people dont even try to contact me tomorrow,cos im going somewhere alone.so get your ass off me.yes,yana is just another bad gerl in disguise.i get it!

SAY ALL YOU WANT CAUSE ONLY HE KNOWS HOW MUCH IM SUFFERING.IM FCUKING HATING MY LIFE.PEOPLE KEEP THINKING NEGATIVE OF ME.RELATIONSHIPS ARE GONE,EVEN FRIENDS.WHAT ARE MY PURPOSE OF LIFE NOW.TELL ME.YANA IS JUST ANOTHER EVIL GERL.DO I EVEN DESERVE HAPPINESS.I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE NOW.ALL I KNOW IS THAT I KEEP HAVING MORE STRESS IN LIFE.HOW I WISH I DONT EVEN MEET ALL MY BELOVEDS SO THAT I WILL NEVER HURT THEM IN LIFE.YANA IS DAMN STRESS.