okay,i have not been updating for these few days.i have been busy lately,with my dance and studies somehow.but mostly,i have been busy spending my time with choco before he's off to china for like 1 month.damn long lar.have been having my photo session with choco.all those photos is posted at my multiply.hee.do take your time to take a look aite.and i get to pose like 'samantha'..hee..actually,i have nothing else to say cos my mind is blank.

im confused with what i am feeling right now.why must there be jealousy when i say i dont love you anymore.or am i forcing myself to let go those feelings for you.why did i shed those tears just now,when u wanted to say goodbye.what does that shows somehow.it feels like as if your asking for a breakup.but.im thankful for having those days with you.suddenly,i felt our past and our memories.i felt the love we had showered to each other before,laughing together,me being model, u being the photographer.as the countdown gets lesser,the tears in my eyes began to puddle up.im confused with myself.maybe,i still love you.but i dont know how to react to all this.my feelings somehow seems to be indecisive.it keeps changing by an hour.