Letting Out my anger
Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 14:52

HURT is all i can say now.Damn hurt,truly HURT by your stupid actions!!you were playing with my feelings all along.today i send you off.i brokedown,even when i talked to your adik.only your mum did talk to me.but its okay,im able to accept all this.i was hoping that they could realise the true love i had for you all along.but now,you truly hurt my heart,you are making me hating you.you keep saying all those goods thing to me..i hate myself for being so STUPID to believe all those words of yours.why must you wait till this moment to tell me all these.dont you realise you are making things worse for you.i hate you!!!thats all i got to say.i regret giving you that letter,that photo and letting you know the meaning of my 'Where Rainbow Ends'.it was all useless now..i hate you,u lied to me.its up to what people may think about me hating you,but do you think i FUCKING care about it.FUCK OFF from my life.never would i want to know bout your life anymore.i wouldnt even want you to call me when you reached home.I HATE YOU,YES I HATE YOU AND I WILL NEVER EVER REGRET SAYING THIS.when u dont have her,u find me.what do you think i am.ur spare part..stupid!!you know i never like hating people unless that someone did something wrong right in front of my face.now you are doing that to me,thats why im hating you.although i've said that i will never hate you..yes you being away for 3 weeks is a way for you to forget me and carry on with your life.a fucking good decision made by you.YOU HAVE JUST BROKEN THE TRUST THAT I HAVE HAD FOR YOU LATELY...my last words to you,I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU,I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR LIFE,YOUR FUTURE,OR WHATEVER SHITS,FUCKER!!


btw,for your awak,dont wear tudung if you are not acting like one.let me tell you something you will never find your hapiness for destroying mine.u will have a fucking life ahead.yes u will,BITCH!!!from first,you blinded lee with your behaviour,a decent one konon,LIAR.THAT ALREADY SHOW THE BAD SIDE OF YOU..WHY CANT EVEN LEE REALISE ABOUT THAT...if you are even a girl,you wont disturb a guy who is having a relationship.you were at fault.YOU MAY GET WHAT YOU WANT BY HAVING LEE IN YOUR LIFE,BUT YOU BETTER KEEP THIS IN YOUR FUCKING MIND,YOU WILL NEVER HAVE A HAPPY RELATIONSHIP AND LIFE,EVER!!!!STOP TRYING TO BE A GOOD GIRL BY TELLING LEE NOT TO BREAK UP COS OF YOU.U LIAR,BITCH..its good that you keep talking to lee bout me,cos you are jealous right..why,scared??!!!scared of losing to me..KALAU IKUTKAN HATI,AKU NAK AJE SUMPAH KAU!!NASEB BAEK AKU PIKIR DUA KALI.aku rase lebih baek pikir dua kali psl kau pkai tudung.aku rase pompuan yang tak pkai tudung lagi baek,sebab diorang lebih pentingkan keadilan.HAVE A FUCKING LIFE BITCH!!


I HATE GERLS/GUYS WHO DISTURB SOMEONE'S RELATIONSHIP.I HATE GUYS.I HATE RELATIONSHIPS.


SIAPA MAKAN CILI,DIA YANG TERASA PEDAS!!!

i feel much better now after letting go everything.

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