Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 21:47

okay,today had our metta performance as scheduled.woke up,had a piece of pizza for breakfast.thanks to papa for sending me to sch,tat was why i reached on time.met atik who reached earlier.then rai came along.got ourself ready,put make up and all.today the make-up was not that thick somehow. but it looks nicer on me.oh yeah,thanks to ms lina for treating us to some snacks and 2 bottles of chrysanthemum white tea.sorry ehk isa,its white tea.hehe.accompanied ms lina to buy the food,on the way talked to her bout my probs.thanks cikgu for giving me a listening ear.

afterwhich,made our way to sch.some jokes in the bus made.hee..these dancemates of mine just brings life to my life.waited for a while for our performance.once we reached,we met the same student who approach us randomly last year,but this time round she had a new friend,same behaviour as her.hee..ouhya,darren became the victim.hee.then my photographer,nor fadzlee came along to support us.sweet of him,once he reached,i gave him my cam and he took photos for us.when he came,ms lina gave me that look.i understand that look of hers.alhamdulilah,performance turn out well.the audience are much better than last year.for me,the starting get cock up somehow.hee.but overall,it was awesome.i want to perform again.argh!!more upcoming shows pls.ms elfa we need you..hee.

make our way back to sch,pack up.leelee wanted us to eat together before he went off.and he needed to buy some stuff.proceeded to tamp inter,then tamp 1 to buy his mickey luggage tag.he was suppose to get an aladdin one.but there weren't,so took mickey.he treate me a minnie one,so we took the same design.khai and iffa bought too.hee..those things are just cute..then khai and leelee planned to buy another one,once they are back from bali and china.had our lunch plus dinner at cs.ate my fav,ban mian.hee.as usual, jokes again.then from there,made our way back home.the seniors wanted to go to mustafa..rai2 made her way home..before home,lee had to take his sejadah at his aunt house.i didnt realise i brokedown just by hugging him,i guess my mind was playing something at that moment.so as usual,he send me home..but before that,had our last taiti game,and i lost.haah.home sweet home..



fadzlee,just remember those words i told you just now.only you knows everything,what im hoping for in the end.but if you ever forget about it,its okay.fate will remind you.you being away,will truly be missed by me.i hope life will be much better for the both of us.for the last few months after we broke up,life has been chaotic for us both.we have been facing lots of confusion about each other.but today,we let out everything to each other.and tomorrow,you will understand everything about me.i will pray for ur safety,your future and all.hope mama will be doing well with your new adik.just hope you will be reminded of your loved ones there.







as for yana,seriously i have gain weight.just look at my chubby face.argh!STRESS!!.i shall start my diet of a meal a day from now onwards.i shall fast soon.personally,yana shall think bout her studies now,thats more important.i shall bring back the trust i used to have for guys which was spoilt just by this one guy.thanks ehk,u make my life miserable now!.somehow,im sick of relationship.i would rather know a guy for years,understand him thoroughly,have the trust again.rather than having a relationship,which never last long.i shall start losing weight..
tomorrow am sending leelee,hope im able to face him and his family tomorrow.hope they will know the true me somehow.insyaallah.i shall stop being lazy when praying.i want to be a good gerl,very sopan.hah,all this devil is just so sickening.