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im confused.and yes im hating my life.i hate having a happiness that wont even last.why must there be sadness after every happiness.why cant i just have that someone by my side,listening to me,pampering me like i always wanted.i cant take this no more.i hate myself.why cant when i found that someone perfect for me but it wont be there for me.it will just go away without even me being prepared of it.i guess the old yana is back,who is just soo moody.why cant you have the same thinking as me.why.is it all about the looks,cos if it is i have nothing else to say.i realise my ownself and how downgraded i am.maybe im just putting false hope but why cant i be that strong to carry on waiting for you.im confused and hating my life right now.all i need is my missing companion.