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i dont understand what i am feeling lately.i dont know why i feel so moody lately,but no matter what i will try to cheer up and put a smile on my face.lately have been pampering myself.i have been spending money just like that now i dont even have enough cash to top up my ppd,yesterday played bowling with adi and frens,me buying mc cafe with lee and treating him too.today went for AA,have been getting praise from tchr about my studies and reminds me not to be careless.after then skipped costing,went to sentosa for a picnic with lee.had a great bath there,trying to calm myself down and let go off my stress,which only lasted for a while.bought subway,i think im being addictive to it.thanks kamal for introducing it at me.i wonder what else would you recommend me.otw home,the stress is back and there goes the burden im having on my head.its getting heavy day by day,causing my head to hurt.i dont know whats wrong with me.it feels as though i have no purpose in life,just doing things my way.but i will keep strong.now do i realise mon im not schling.haiz,fasting month is coming.i dont even feel the eagerness of celebrating hari raya.am i leaving.

i have decided to save up and perm my hair for raya.tats my aim since i wont be cutting my hair.