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seriously i dont know what is wrong with me lately.i keep hurting all the people around me.im really am sorry,i know no matter how many zillions time i say,it will never be able to recover the hurt and pain that is cause by me.why am i getting evil by days,being selfish.lately,i keep breaking down for no reasons.tears would just flow.am i leaving soon.how i wish im free from everything.i just wanna explore the beautiful world outside.i wanna still know the various behaviours of people.i just wanna live my life to the fullest not thinking about stressful relationships.how i wish im all alone in this world,exploring the different kind of things around me.by then,learning from experiences hope it will make me a better person and i will know my purpose of life and wouldnt be a confused girl no more.

right now all i want is to concentrate on my studies,get to poly,get to uni,have my ideal and stable job,have my ideal car,have my ideal home,explore the whole world,and then would i think about the rest of my future.thats the path i have decided for myself.i think i am really not ready for next love.