Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 17:43
next upcoming week is the last week of school.gosh im gonna miss school alots.and speaking about hols,im left with 2 more weeks before my trip to KL.gosh,im still am not sure yet what to wear.and currently as usual im still struggling with my weight which is making me feel uncomfortable with my body alots.
the previous days was spend for the christmas dreams concert.although we did the dance for like 3 times straight,i was feeling bored.but upon knowing about the kids as our audience and the venue for the performance,it somehow erases those feelings.we girls were quite lazy with the make up since the venue was dark.i was expecting everything to went well and at first was having lots of fun dancing,but in the end things get cock up and spoilt everything.didnt even feel happy dancing.wth!hate this feelings lots.after the whole event,proceed to meet my family members.ended the night with a tummy full of mac's food.gosh.for the last week,am hoping to have a well week ahead,despite the studies.im in need of money and work somehow.i need to buy lots of things for myself.im impatiently waiting for ITE life to end and graduate with good grades which qualifies me for the business course i want,its either from SP or TP.im still thinking of pursuing my dance passion during polys.
relationships have made me learned lots of mistakes i have stupidly make in life.but thinking bout it,i dont want to have another one till the guy i met in the future is my fate.i dont wanna go through another relationship which doesnt or cant even promise happiness,probably it would just be sickening.but i too wanna feel the feeling of love and being needed in life.i wanna be with a person im comfortable with understands me and someone who wont get me bored of after knowing them for like few years down the road.some guys wont or even cant respect girls right,but i want mine to be one who respects girls privacy and the sensitiveness a girl have toward pleasure.for once,a woman is never for pleasure always for men.i hate it seeing guys who just easily touches the girls butts and making fun of it.it disturbs the girls mind alot and make others seem as thought the girl is cheap.btw,this are just my opinion.may be i should just ignore if im irritated with the way a person may treats me so as to let them know that im sick of it.it would be better letting them know the truth on how we felt about their behaviour rather than insincerely talking to them back to prevent them from sulking.i just think the truth is the best.in overall,im just trying to live my life to the fullest.
